相爱不需要理由

days and days when by .. things for me is like a routine .. everyday was like all e same doing e same old things again .. siansation . life is going to be liketat for me ? or ? something additional will get in again ? but i dun wanna it to get in again actually cause it really hurts alot .. which make me jus cant forget and always been thinking every single moment when i am free . hais.. it looks so simple which is really tats simple actually but why letting or should i say putting it down was so hard for me .. which is so easily for her? it seem like nothing has actually happen but actually is nothing at all. hais.. wat am i saying .. nobody will understand which i myself also doesnt really understand what is really going on with me and this ! :( hais.. life is really meaningless.. ppl says i am stupid but really ? was my effort really tat means a stupid to u ? hais.. this means all my effort all this years goes to e drain or rather cant even fit to be in e drain.. hais.. all this years .. u didnt feel anything ? jus saying goodbyes ? it sound so simple for u .. it was my fault .. my fault to make u get hurt afterall this years in e end .. ya .. as u say we didnt start how is there a end ? but afterall .. do u really mean tat ? or are u jus trying to make me get e same feeling as u ? or whatever? i am having e worst feeling compare with u .. so there is actually nothing to be compare with .. so wat is really e point . tat days e things i told u . was like seem so simple rite? but is so hurting inside u know .. hais.. i dun wan to be liketat but i have to . if i dun .. i dun think u will really forget this too.. and this wil jus go on and stuck somewhere bahs.. after i say tat to u .. hopefully u are happier and soon u will be out le.. 10122008 . all e best to ur new start of life . take care. hais.. sorry ppl . i jus cant forget or jus put it down .. really very sorry.. thanks for all e advise u all gave me .. i really happy tat actually when i am in need theres is also ppl giving me advise .. which in terms i didnt thought of that too.. thanks alot.. thanks..