相爱不需要理由

What is love about ? awaiting of happiness with someone ? or going though e hardship with e one with u ? or e withstand of tolerance of each other ? days of awaiting is nv easy but wat has been e outcome of things ? days after days .. wat has really become has been gone .. the effort of living on has been gone .. how is life going to be ? pain of suffering on and on . hais.. willing to go on forwards because of things tat makes me returning of life. but wat does it really make a person worth e giving which u doesnt really need in return ? :( how many times does a person has to go though to find his happiness he really needs and wans? does it really become a good outcome or izzit a bad outcome ? nobody will understand this or should i say this is going to be gone for now and forever ? even if i were to try to continues and wait .. my life is all about u before u left .. but now u have left and how my life is going to go on ? hais.. being cant sleep every nights .. nights of suffering is so painful.. i wanna give up .. but i cant .. there so many ppl of treasuring of me toos.. so i have to walk on .. to when i dun know .. things has ended has to be ended .. so just let it be bahs.. times is gone .. i have to walk on alone. ! :(

相爱不需要理由

Ehhs.. todays nothing much happen .. ytd ate some sleepings pills and when to sleep and sleep till eleven this morning .. hahas.. :) bo bian mahs.. if nv take sure cant sleep de.. hais.. :( how long can i carry on liketat .. hais.. :( i really dun know.. hais.. in front nobody can see anything but inside i felt i am in a mess . real mess .. hais.. wo zhen de dun know how far can i go being liketat .. everyday is like so dark for me .. so messy and so lost mood of doing things lo. hais.. i wan to be happy .. but how to ? hais.. i really lost.. no mood to write no today .. sry .. next time bahs.. :( ..