相爱不需要理由

Today.. was e same old routine in works. but actually in fact i am not even tired of e daily routine but instead i felt more and more happy working den i use to be like a few months ago. maybe i really slack enough and now i should start fighting a place in this realistic ways of lifes. like i say before lifes are fated but since is fated but everything is still in control in our hand so maybe fates make u choose ways .. whether to go on giving myself e hard ways or e easy ways. For me i would rather choose e hard ways through cause i rather go through all e downs and hard times so i could learn and pick up wat more useful for myself in future .. :) anyway come across this songs and found it quite meaningful and e lyrics is like makes me feel tat actually if lifes for me is hard den let it be hard . relationship is hard den let it be.. sometime in future i would only wants to think to earn more money to take care of my's family . ya .. old thinking .. but its true . after so much things i gone through i have learn and know tat after all does things or mistake i made , them! My's family is always there for me .. supporting me even if they know is not going to be nice .. but they still shown me in a unique ways which i get to learn and know wat i really can or do in my's future . after so much years i wasted i think i shouldnt waste anymore times le.. i should plan wat i wan and really work on it and stop giving all those excuse which are damn hell nonsense.. maybe when i am young i am really childish .. childish in e way tat i and soft .. heart is too soft and too easily trust ppl around me and always let ppl makes use of myself which i found it sometime really foolish.. but maybe tats me .. being too helpful at times.. maybe i should stop doings so and stop letting ppl make use of my helpfulness. times passes .. till e end whos really impt to me? i really dunno . i only know my responsibility is to take good care of my parents which they taken good care of me during my last 20 years.. now is e times i should give myself some pressure and e desire to work on ! and give them have a happy and good lifes with no more worries on me.. maybe i should do this first den to think of anythings else bahs.. lifes is nv simple but when i face anything i will take it up and walk on telling myself is nothing compare to e past. " i when through e past and i'm still here walking on .. enduring e hardship e difficulties times" so tat will be nothing much to me.. :) hope everyone will get a good lifes toos.. :) cya!