For the start ..
wat is life about ? isnt it about the suffering and the happiness in the end ?? but why things turn out in e different way for me .. why? why does it always become so pain inside and hurting towards my life. so wat does life really means to me ? hais. i fail once , twice and so on .. but why doesnt it look like i am suffering for someone else ? did i do any wrong in my past life? and i am returning it right now this life?? hais.. crying does works? it doesnt .. fully waste of tears .. or was it tat i doesnt have anymore tears to go on ..
now in this room .. there are 3 brothers and one sister .. all are suffering .. only one brother is not .. including me .. does it happen to all e ppl around e world ? please .. i dun wan this to happen .. i thought after all this years .. everyone of us will grow up .. ya.. we did grown up .. and learn alot .. but why are we still suffering getting hurt .. no future aheads ? where is e life we wanted ? we .. only wants a simple life . a life tat we can relax for e rest of our lifes . but ..
it wont ever happen to us .. never .. cause we doesnt know why also .. ? for e loves? or for e money ? hais.. no future ? whos in this world would wan this type of life? we have nth but e friendship tat will last a long times.. we cry together when times are down .. headed walking on together when we face hard times .. but now ? in the end will still get nothing while all those bastard outside tat has hurted us makes us suffer is having a good and happy time outside.. why ? does god has eyes? where is e life we are heading for all this while??
hais.. i am fucking down right now ? it makes me suffer and all those i treasure suffer in e end .. hais.. i have nth more to be written down anymore for todays.. hais.. i really wan a simple and happy life .. but where is it ? when it will happen ? hais.. :( i am crying inside seeing all of u liketat carry on with no aims directly .. really .. wat those it really worth?? hais.. pain and pain .. hais..
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