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Ehhs.. todays nothing much happen .. ytd ate some sleepings pills and when to sleep and sleep till eleven this morning .. hahas.. :) bo bian mahs.. if nv take sure cant sleep de.. hais.. :( how long can i carry on liketat .. hais.. :( i really dun know.. hais.. in front nobody can see anything but inside i felt i am in a mess . real mess .. hais.. wo zhen de dun know how far can i go being liketat .. everyday is like so dark for me .. so messy and so lost mood of doing things lo. hais.. i wan to be happy .. but how to ? hais.. i really lost.. no mood to write no today .. sry .. next time bahs.. :( ..