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COUSIN FOR LIFES.! TODAYS MA JIANG SESSION WAS A MEANINGFUL MEMORIES ONCE AGAIN .. FUNNY AND LAUGHING OUR WAYS OUT.. THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME .. U GUYS ROCKS.. ACTUALLY I WASNT IN E MOOD TO PLAY.. BUT IN E END WE STILL GAIN E FUN MUCH MORE DEN E ADULTS DOES.. WAHAHAS.. AND ALSO E TIRED AFTER E LAUGHS AND JOKE OF E DAY "GINA" CREATED !

THOSE HARDSHIP WE WHEN THOUGH TOGETHER THICK OR THINS.. EVERY BITS COUNT AS A ROUTE TO ME A 'BETTERMAN' AHEAD.. THANKS FOR ALL E SUPPORT U GUYS GAVE ME .. IT SO WONDERFUL... ALL E BEST TO U .. FITTEST SECTION ONE.. SEE YA DURING RESERVICES TIMES.. HOPE IS ANOTHER ROUTE TO SHOW TO E PPL IN E FUTURE WAT WE ARE MADE OF..!


BROTHERS I MISS U ALL SO MUCH!! MEMORIES ARE WELL KEPT . THOSE DAYS ......

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Todays was a day of maj and works on sis laptops .. finally her's laptop is functioning properly le.. hahas.. :) so happy .. finally i make use of myself to help out my family liao.. ehhs.. anyways ytd was a boring days.. sleep at 9 wake up at 1pm .. wahs.. i slept for 4 hours only .. was awaken by my relative which had comes to my house to gamble.. haas.. in another proper words is "bai nian" hahas.. was slacking walking around cant get to sleep jus doesnt know why suddenly was like going though again like last time .. lost my sleep lost my appetite in eating also.. wat is happening with me? :( slack and when out at around 8plus going to 9pm met up with kng and frens at 219 .. when to community centre to play basketball .. it been so long since i touch e ball le... aiming was totally out of line .. hahas.. :) but i did have my sweat and fun.. this year "chinese new year" was so sians.. totally not in e mood new year.. cause everytime after new year . think back one more year was wasted and passes so fast ... and also totally lost in my life sooner le.. but now trying my best to walk back my step one by one.. wahs. 12pm .. got to go sleep liao .. still uploading i will fall asleep,. zzzzzzz.. so i am stoping here liao.. cannot tahan le.. nights guys.. my blog is so so so quiet.!

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Todays is chinese new year e first days.. hahas.. ytd was e eve .. was damn tired .. from the start .. i when down to 256 to help "them" at 2 plus cause i hear from TANK tat they will be tonning though e night wors.. so thinking whether i should go down to drag on this things anot? in e end i did when down to find them and waited for TANK to turn up at around 4 in e end . helped OLIVIA for a while den when i notice e time it was already 1030 le.. got to rush to ah ma house to baibai .. cause i promised mummy i will be there de .. :) so got there at around 11 plus .. thinking tat is only at ah ma house .. but guess wat .. mummy pian wo .. hahas.. in e end we when to MANDAI to pray for my elders uncle which has pass aways .. times flies .. everyone grown up liao.. :) good for them and i am happy to see them now too.. everyone seem to me more thinkful and caring for each other i think .. hahas.. :) hoping to make this unique as close as possible MYSELF !! hahas.. hope tat this year it will be a good year and a new start for myself and ppl around me toos.. :) see i am so good still did think for e ppl around me hors.. :) ehhs.. anyway aftertat when back home and when out and forgot to bring my home .. was rushing here and there so many times.. tired .. at around 6 plus liketat when to 3rd uncle house .. to fon tang to pray .. for e wellness and goodness for me and my's family.. hahas.. i am so guai! hahas.. cant imagines rite? hahas.. once a year mahs.. bo bian.. i am e only one in my family will go up .. so i have to go up mahs.. den aftertat was having this thinking tat i will be there for only a while den going over amk to ahma house .. but in e end was .. unexpected plan changed .. and in e end my parents make me stay there waiting for them to come and find me till 1030 near 11pm den come and fetch me .. was almost cant tahan going take cab home .. hahas.. in e end i reached home at around 11 plus going to 12am soon to new year le.. hahas.. at home waiting to baibai again! den going out to meet kng .. was actually planning to force him to pei me go watch movies with "THEM" de.. but hais.. in e end kng dun wanna go so cant help it pei him instead cause i am really scare to see u .. dun know why .. my confidence was like back to 0 liketat .. zzz.. doesnt know wat to do anyways.. den at 713 slack till around 4 den took cab with TANK to 243 to wait for his flower "VIAN" to come down .. den i, TANK , VIVIAN and louis .. when to eat at mac.. at first was wishing and hoping tat she will be coming along.. but it was like .. zzz.. she when to slp.. maybe she is ttired le.. whole day working and outside le. so i think i better not disturb her .. or not i think it will be more worse .. zzz.. :) anyway to all e ppl arounds .. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :) takecares.. may all e gods will bless all e ppl beside wit luck and peaceful life.. :) tkae cares everyone!!!!

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For the start ..

wat is life about ? isnt it about the suffering and the happiness in the end ?? but why things turn out in e different way for me .. why? why does it always become so pain inside and hurting towards my life. so wat does life really means to me ? hais. i fail once , twice and so on .. but why doesnt it look like i am suffering for someone else ? did i do any wrong in my past life? and i am returning it right now this life?? hais.. crying does works? it doesnt .. fully waste of tears .. or was it tat i doesnt have anymore tears to go on ..

now in this room .. there are 3 brothers and one sister .. all are suffering .. only one brother is not .. including me .. does it happen to all e ppl around e world ? please .. i dun wan this to happen .. i thought after all this years .. everyone of us will grow up .. ya.. we did grown up .. and learn alot .. but why are we still suffering getting hurt .. no future aheads ? where is e life we wanted ? we .. only wants a simple life . a life tat we can relax for e rest of our lifes . but ..

it wont ever happen to us .. never .. cause we doesnt know why also .. ? for e loves? or for e money ? hais.. no future ? whos in this world would wan this type of life? we have nth but e friendship tat will last a long times.. we cry together when times are down .. headed walking on together when we face hard times .. but now ? in the end will still get nothing while all those bastard outside tat has hurted us makes us suffer is having a good and happy time outside.. why ? does god has eyes? where is e life we are heading for all this while??

hais.. i am fucking down right now ? it makes me suffer and all those i treasure suffer in e end .. hais.. i have nth more to be written down anymore for todays.. hais.. i really wan a simple and happy life .. but where is it ? when it will happen ? hais.. :( i am crying inside seeing all of u liketat carry on with no aims directly .. really .. wat those it really worth?? hais.. pain and pain .. hais..

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hahas.. my house got lots of ppl and more ppl .. hahas.. :) today suddenly lots of ppl appear in my house .. hahas.. tat was so weird .. wahs.. really scare my mum will wake up den really KO liao.. hahas.. sure tio nag till die de lo.. hahas.. nvm lars.. long time no see this FUCKERS quite a long long times liao.. hahas.. ehhs.. anyway what has happen to my life? i landed in e end didnt work with my cousin anymore liao sia.. hais.. poor things .. money come really slow sial.. zz.. so fuck up life .. :) smiles..

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WORK WORK WORK... sians sians sians. money money money come faster!!!! :)

nth much to update ... hope things will turn out wat i wanted it to be ..

life is so meaningless.

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today was a boring day!!! slept at 1 plus ytd and wake up at 4pm .. hahas.. was being burst ! and replyed lots of msg .. den back to sleep again.. hahaas.. den rmb i meet yonghan at 430pm.. sians sians sians.. slack and slack .. ord was like slacking civi life. zzz.. wat to do .. hahas.. nothing much to plan afterall after my studies. ..z zz. sians ... life is so boring anyway .. zzz.. dun know why am i updating also.. hahas.. nth to say about .. slack .. bball tat all.. hahas.. tml den start going back to work again.. .. long hours!! sians.. zzzz.. school starting at april .. zzz. cant believe i am really going back to sch again .. lol.. anyway .. this ORD .. is really not in my expectation .. everything seem like not wat i expect it to be .. hahas.. lols.. sians ! take cares.. nights!

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Finally. 2 years has pass .. i had finish my army life .. hahas.. so happy .. and i hope everything will goes as smoothly as i planned it to be .. days of e past i have forgotten those sad memorys and rmb those happy ones .. seen though many things during my 18 days in camp.. i cant tahan .. but thanks to SOMEBODY!! :) hahas.. thanks for e everything .. hahas.. anyway those days was really sians over more and more sians . afterall i have finish my army life and looking forward to life .. going back to studies most likely.. cant believe it ? hhahas.. ya .. i dun wanna waste anymore time liao.. wasted so much TIME in e past over some stupid things .. time to wake up from e comfort sleep of my's and walk on take up the hardship le.. stop staying in my comfort zone .. hahas.. suddenly i dun know wat to says de .. actually i have alot to write de.. but suddenly my mind jus gone blank .. hahas.. after all wat i am going to say is ,... i am really very happy today .. ORD LOHS !!! is not easy and i make it all e way to e end ! hahas.. all e motivation and support given by my friends , family and brothers.. thanks alot for those 2 years of advise u all have given me .. it will nv be forgotten in my heart .. u guys make me wat i am today .. and one fine day e good things will follow u guys to.. i on my way to my next part of my life .. hope i will be able to overcome all those hard and diffcults times like wat i did in e past .. :) smiles.. tkae care everyone .. those support will nv be forgotten .. :) endurance ! tolerant ! all is in e mind and thinking !! :)