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heys.. been so long since i last blogged . hahas.. currently been busy with a working life . hahas.. lazy to blog .. lifes has been better since i start working in a retail line.. alot of things for me to learn and catch up after two years of none working experience during my's national service .. was really use to life in army which i jus found out recently . and after all life right now has been more independant den i use to be in e army which i no need to think so much . hahas.. maybe use to slackness during tat time . but now i am all ready to fight and achieve a place in e retail line.. hopefully things will get better when e times goes by.. doing very well with ppl in my companys.. and get along pretty good .. hahas.. i believe and trust my own hands can still makes a different once again.. after i when through so much failure and downs times . I can only say now maybe i am much stronger compare to e past .. or should i say is my thinking after all. lifes isnt an end yet . there are still things for me to grab hold of it .. nobody will treasure but once ppl treasure it wont be there as needed as before.. but once it is gone ppl tend to care about it alot.. but for me is different cause without e makings of urself even if u were to treasure something .. wat can be e something be .. how would e something last with u .? ask myself alot of times.. nothing is not equals to nothing actually something u try but at e first place i did try my best and after i did try my best did i ever regret? actually i didnt cause wat i could do is already done.. and wat i could help is also done with my best efforts without fail.. so far i did let ppl downs but have i not done my part and pull ppl ups again? yes i did.. with e advise e words and e downs times i suffer.. and now .. i am happy with my past and now .. and for my future .. nothing is really impt .. but is e simple future which i am searching for all along.. hope one fine day i will be able to find it one day.. THE SIMPLES LIFES WITH A SIMPLES HAPPINESS.. treasure wat i have now .. :) is nv easy to makes a differents but it is totally impossible if u didnt even give it a try at all. so stand up on ur feets and walk ons.. no matter wat u face .. u are still going to get over it eventurally and turn back and smiles it all over again.. :)

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A days of rotting at home ! super sians! ehhs.. got contact over a long lost didnt chat before friend!! :) hahas.. lols.. been so long since i last blogged .. ehhs.. how's life for me recently? it been quite a meaning month or weeks since i last blogged bahs.. got through 2 interviews from "vision".. one is retail assitant and e other one is event coordinator.. hahas..guess wat .. my aims is to get e event coordinator which i am graving for .. or not i will have to dig e retail assitant and go back to e retail line again.. :) ytd was e news come from "vision" hahas.. i cant imagine . both side actually wanna give me a chance .. hahas.. :) at first i was losing hope actually . but in e end e agent told me tat both side also want me and we talked and made a decision on taking up e jobs on event coordinator. more challeging one and a more better future ahead bahs.. :) i jus cant wait to start works soon! cause i am almost rotting since 150109 liao. :) todays i come across this calendar .. and i found this phase so meaningful to me .. this phase goes liketat " Even if you are on the right track, you will get run over if u jus sit there, and it will become a dead end soon." sounds meaningful arhs? .. hahas.. counting down to 5 more days den will be start of my boring lifes after my "NS" .. times to go all out and try my best to grab a place in this REALISTIC world .. hahas. :) will update soon when i am free.. hopefully e next time i am going update will be another good news to be written down.. :) smiles.. rmb .. SMILES ALWAYS!! :L

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Today when to interview .. Ytd nights was a tiring nights .. sitting down with jiande at mac looking and looking for jobs and information on things useful for today's interview. but in the end wat did i get was all e disencouragement by my family.. what e point when i am willing to go for an extra miles is my life and i knows wat to do with it. hais. :( forget i got nothing more to state about wat has already happen which makes me feel really really down even i did perform well.. hais.. traveling there was like someone is making me through a test a tougher test which is more den the interview. at first travel till there den was looking around with jiande along . lucky he is there to pei me or not i will be lose alone . hais.. cant find the bus stop as state and calling around and what i get was a loads of information which doesnt have any links at all.. till i called e person myself in e end and ask and get e information myself.. hais. :( so sorry to jiande cause he when around with me and become so wet dat he still helped me to carry my stuff and ensure tat is still dry .. seeing him liketat makes me more wanting to do things on my own and settle it without getting anyone help and anyway i didnt get any help den e only help by him and how we got our ways there was like a miracle .. ya i was late .. hais.. after so much preparation .. hais.. :( everythings was like gone to waste and lose in e faith tat i will be able to get e jobs even i did well in e interview .. hais.. so wat . whatever i do .. ppls tends to kick me back into e hole where i belong not letting me walk out again.. what bigs things has i do wrong since i entering ns and finish it .. all e burdens are handle by myself.. but haiss.. being thoughtful is wrong .. ppl makes my confidence drop to negative den zero.. all along wat i get was all those hurting words.. wherever i am . dun go listen dun go think. but what do u think ? some of u also need support in lifes when diffcults stands in e way .. but intended more worse things has become for me .. everyone seem like making me feel so much lowdown den willing to go ahead ... if i am tat bad den why should u all care and why should i care ? i am really very very down and moody today . but thanks alot to jiande .. all along he didnt complain anything and didnt even stop giving me encourage till e end .. even aftertat he still encourage me all e way and keep on cracking jokes to make me laugh and smiles.. brothers u really was there for me when i needed , thansk so much.. wat u did and shown me today i will rmb it for life? rmb wat did we says mahs? let achieve and dun ever let anyone in this DISPRESENT WORLD get over u or me .. ppl says friends and only friends .. when u faces trouble familys are e only one.. which wat happen today it has proven to me tat i totally lost my faith in this family of my's and pls dun regret or say anything when u come across my blog cause i need nothing from u all from now onwards!!! i will survive myself and will be more independants to myself rather to choose my owns lifes den always let u all do things and got chances to say me .. not now anymore and no more in e future too.. :( hais.

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Blogs HAS RuST liao.. :)

So many days since i last posted my daily stuff.

Lifes for me is still e same afterall. hais.. nothing much changes.. times are being used to work, rot and slacking.. wat am i doing sial.. hais.. i also dun know leis. But jus got a good news recently . i am going for interview on monday.. hopefully able to get in this jobs cause its wat i am looking for all along. will try my best to work hard in it.. at e sametime i am waiting for the school callups hais.. but till now no news.. i wanna study also so hard.. hais.. really very stupid last time .. play and play till ruin my lifes so much .. its really affect so hard on my currently life and route ahead.. thanks gods. tat i am still able to walk back and start all over again.. it may be hard and fulls of ups and downs . but i am really willing to face it .. :) may in terms seem like i am strong but actually i am weaken by e times tat keep going without stopping . hais.. ppl outside when chances has appear pls keep it in goods use if its gone it will not be easy to get back e chances tat is able to change ur lifes. For me in lifes i jus wan a simple life and a regular work. settle down and take care of my family.. its doesnt seem to be easy by saying.. but inside i am really willing jus tat i really lose right now with my current lifes who doesnt wan a good lifes. and also i have faced so much before . till now i still haven really found my direction in lifes. and wat i am going to do . even my study is soon not going to be able . but i have to walk ons and dun gives out . cause i know everyones wants me to change for e better . but i am really trying even obstacles has come out .. but i have been liketat going through wat i mus learn for myself. i have seen not much but is more den enough for me le.. i jus wan a HAPPY AND SIMPLES LIFES FOR MYSELF!!! :(

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What's lifes all about ? do things actually means anything ? who's knows? hais... lifes is still e same old daily routines we had made for ourselves ... nobody will knows wat is lifes all about .. things is gones and its will nv be back like it use to be .. treasure wat u does have currently rather den losing it and regret .. dun regret over things u have done but pick it up and learnt .. is nv too late to change ur unwilling life into a life which u wanted it to be .. but do u think by getting wat u wan in ur life and u will feel happy ?:?

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VALENTINES ?

lols.. wat can i say about todays..?

IS OVER ...

SHORT AND SIMPLE..

A BORED AND USUAL LIKE DAYS !

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COUSIN FOR LIFES.! TODAYS MA JIANG SESSION WAS A MEANINGFUL MEMORIES ONCE AGAIN .. FUNNY AND LAUGHING OUR WAYS OUT.. THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME .. U GUYS ROCKS.. ACTUALLY I WASNT IN E MOOD TO PLAY.. BUT IN E END WE STILL GAIN E FUN MUCH MORE DEN E ADULTS DOES.. WAHAHAS.. AND ALSO E TIRED AFTER E LAUGHS AND JOKE OF E DAY "GINA" CREATED !

THOSE HARDSHIP WE WHEN THOUGH TOGETHER THICK OR THINS.. EVERY BITS COUNT AS A ROUTE TO ME A 'BETTERMAN' AHEAD.. THANKS FOR ALL E SUPPORT U GUYS GAVE ME .. IT SO WONDERFUL... ALL E BEST TO U .. FITTEST SECTION ONE.. SEE YA DURING RESERVICES TIMES.. HOPE IS ANOTHER ROUTE TO SHOW TO E PPL IN E FUTURE WAT WE ARE MADE OF..!


BROTHERS I MISS U ALL SO MUCH!! MEMORIES ARE WELL KEPT . THOSE DAYS ......

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Todays was a day of maj and works on sis laptops .. finally her's laptop is functioning properly le.. hahas.. :) so happy .. finally i make use of myself to help out my family liao.. ehhs.. anyways ytd was a boring days.. sleep at 9 wake up at 1pm .. wahs.. i slept for 4 hours only .. was awaken by my relative which had comes to my house to gamble.. haas.. in another proper words is "bai nian" hahas.. was slacking walking around cant get to sleep jus doesnt know why suddenly was like going though again like last time .. lost my sleep lost my appetite in eating also.. wat is happening with me? :( slack and when out at around 8plus going to 9pm met up with kng and frens at 219 .. when to community centre to play basketball .. it been so long since i touch e ball le... aiming was totally out of line .. hahas.. :) but i did have my sweat and fun.. this year "chinese new year" was so sians.. totally not in e mood new year.. cause everytime after new year . think back one more year was wasted and passes so fast ... and also totally lost in my life sooner le.. but now trying my best to walk back my step one by one.. wahs. 12pm .. got to go sleep liao .. still uploading i will fall asleep,. zzzzzzz.. so i am stoping here liao.. cannot tahan le.. nights guys.. my blog is so so so quiet.!

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Todays is chinese new year e first days.. hahas.. ytd was e eve .. was damn tired .. from the start .. i when down to 256 to help "them" at 2 plus cause i hear from TANK tat they will be tonning though e night wors.. so thinking whether i should go down to drag on this things anot? in e end i did when down to find them and waited for TANK to turn up at around 4 in e end . helped OLIVIA for a while den when i notice e time it was already 1030 le.. got to rush to ah ma house to baibai .. cause i promised mummy i will be there de .. :) so got there at around 11 plus .. thinking tat is only at ah ma house .. but guess wat .. mummy pian wo .. hahas.. in e end we when to MANDAI to pray for my elders uncle which has pass aways .. times flies .. everyone grown up liao.. :) good for them and i am happy to see them now too.. everyone seem to me more thinkful and caring for each other i think .. hahas.. :) hoping to make this unique as close as possible MYSELF !! hahas.. hope tat this year it will be a good year and a new start for myself and ppl around me toos.. :) see i am so good still did think for e ppl around me hors.. :) ehhs.. anyway aftertat when back home and when out and forgot to bring my home .. was rushing here and there so many times.. tired .. at around 6 plus liketat when to 3rd uncle house .. to fon tang to pray .. for e wellness and goodness for me and my's family.. hahas.. i am so guai! hahas.. cant imagines rite? hahas.. once a year mahs.. bo bian.. i am e only one in my family will go up .. so i have to go up mahs.. den aftertat was having this thinking tat i will be there for only a while den going over amk to ahma house .. but in e end was .. unexpected plan changed .. and in e end my parents make me stay there waiting for them to come and find me till 1030 near 11pm den come and fetch me .. was almost cant tahan going take cab home .. hahas.. in e end i reached home at around 11 plus going to 12am soon to new year le.. hahas.. at home waiting to baibai again! den going out to meet kng .. was actually planning to force him to pei me go watch movies with "THEM" de.. but hais.. in e end kng dun wanna go so cant help it pei him instead cause i am really scare to see u .. dun know why .. my confidence was like back to 0 liketat .. zzz.. doesnt know wat to do anyways.. den at 713 slack till around 4 den took cab with TANK to 243 to wait for his flower "VIAN" to come down .. den i, TANK , VIVIAN and louis .. when to eat at mac.. at first was wishing and hoping tat she will be coming along.. but it was like .. zzz.. she when to slp.. maybe she is ttired le.. whole day working and outside le. so i think i better not disturb her .. or not i think it will be more worse .. zzz.. :) anyway to all e ppl arounds .. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! :) takecares.. may all e gods will bless all e ppl beside wit luck and peaceful life.. :) tkae cares everyone!!!!

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For the start ..

wat is life about ? isnt it about the suffering and the happiness in the end ?? but why things turn out in e different way for me .. why? why does it always become so pain inside and hurting towards my life. so wat does life really means to me ? hais. i fail once , twice and so on .. but why doesnt it look like i am suffering for someone else ? did i do any wrong in my past life? and i am returning it right now this life?? hais.. crying does works? it doesnt .. fully waste of tears .. or was it tat i doesnt have anymore tears to go on ..

now in this room .. there are 3 brothers and one sister .. all are suffering .. only one brother is not .. including me .. does it happen to all e ppl around e world ? please .. i dun wan this to happen .. i thought after all this years .. everyone of us will grow up .. ya.. we did grown up .. and learn alot .. but why are we still suffering getting hurt .. no future aheads ? where is e life we wanted ? we .. only wants a simple life . a life tat we can relax for e rest of our lifes . but ..

it wont ever happen to us .. never .. cause we doesnt know why also .. ? for e loves? or for e money ? hais.. no future ? whos in this world would wan this type of life? we have nth but e friendship tat will last a long times.. we cry together when times are down .. headed walking on together when we face hard times .. but now ? in the end will still get nothing while all those bastard outside tat has hurted us makes us suffer is having a good and happy time outside.. why ? does god has eyes? where is e life we are heading for all this while??

hais.. i am fucking down right now ? it makes me suffer and all those i treasure suffer in e end .. hais.. i have nth more to be written down anymore for todays.. hais.. i really wan a simple and happy life .. but where is it ? when it will happen ? hais.. :( i am crying inside seeing all of u liketat carry on with no aims directly .. really .. wat those it really worth?? hais.. pain and pain .. hais..

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hahas.. my house got lots of ppl and more ppl .. hahas.. :) today suddenly lots of ppl appear in my house .. hahas.. tat was so weird .. wahs.. really scare my mum will wake up den really KO liao.. hahas.. sure tio nag till die de lo.. hahas.. nvm lars.. long time no see this FUCKERS quite a long long times liao.. hahas.. ehhs.. anyway what has happen to my life? i landed in e end didnt work with my cousin anymore liao sia.. hais.. poor things .. money come really slow sial.. zz.. so fuck up life .. :) smiles..

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WORK WORK WORK... sians sians sians. money money money come faster!!!! :)

nth much to update ... hope things will turn out wat i wanted it to be ..

life is so meaningless.

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today was a boring day!!! slept at 1 plus ytd and wake up at 4pm .. hahas.. was being burst ! and replyed lots of msg .. den back to sleep again.. hahaas.. den rmb i meet yonghan at 430pm.. sians sians sians.. slack and slack .. ord was like slacking civi life. zzz.. wat to do .. hahas.. nothing much to plan afterall after my studies. ..z zz. sians ... life is so boring anyway .. zzz.. dun know why am i updating also.. hahas.. nth to say about .. slack .. bball tat all.. hahas.. tml den start going back to work again.. .. long hours!! sians.. zzzz.. school starting at april .. zzz. cant believe i am really going back to sch again .. lol.. anyway .. this ORD .. is really not in my expectation .. everything seem like not wat i expect it to be .. hahas.. lols.. sians ! take cares.. nights!

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Finally. 2 years has pass .. i had finish my army life .. hahas.. so happy .. and i hope everything will goes as smoothly as i planned it to be .. days of e past i have forgotten those sad memorys and rmb those happy ones .. seen though many things during my 18 days in camp.. i cant tahan .. but thanks to SOMEBODY!! :) hahas.. thanks for e everything .. hahas.. anyway those days was really sians over more and more sians . afterall i have finish my army life and looking forward to life .. going back to studies most likely.. cant believe it ? hhahas.. ya .. i dun wanna waste anymore time liao.. wasted so much TIME in e past over some stupid things .. time to wake up from e comfort sleep of my's and walk on take up the hardship le.. stop staying in my comfort zone .. hahas.. suddenly i dun know wat to says de .. actually i have alot to write de.. but suddenly my mind jus gone blank .. hahas.. after all wat i am going to say is ,... i am really very happy today .. ORD LOHS !!! is not easy and i make it all e way to e end ! hahas.. all e motivation and support given by my friends , family and brothers.. thanks alot for those 2 years of advise u all have given me .. it will nv be forgotten in my heart .. u guys make me wat i am today .. and one fine day e good things will follow u guys to.. i on my way to my next part of my life .. hope i will be able to overcome all those hard and diffcults times like wat i did in e past .. :) smiles.. tkae care everyone .. those support will nv be forgotten .. :) endurance ! tolerant ! all is in e mind and thinking !! :)

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DOES DAYS ! ! ! ! !

Todays was christmas day, hais.. guess wat i am really sick today so didnt when out .. actually was hoping for someone to call me or msg me but didnt even get a msg from tat person .. was like so stupid of myself la.. think and think .. why does my life always every single days i need to think and think.. walked past 256 this morning .. wasnt dare to look inside .. hais.. :( why do i suddenly had tat kind of weird and unexplained feeling about myself and e things which is around me .. really getting back my low mood level again.. hais.. stayed at home e whole day .. sleep and watching show after show .. was like very sians but doesnt know why i doesnt have mood after i hear something tat i really dun like . hais.. after around close to midnight , bro called me to 256 again. was actually wishing to see someone but in e end i didnt again.. but in terms i was hearing things i dun like again.. cant u guys jus stop talking about things i dun really like .. kinna sians about it .. i am jus like a joke to everyone around me .. was so damn feeling unwell but i still manage to walk out of my house walked there but only makes myself disappointed . :( ppl out there were having fun ytd bahs.. good for u .. this is e one and only saddness of christmas i am going though at home alone .. merry christmas wat those it really means? haven i have enough of all this . hey gods.. when are u jus stop giving me all those saddness .. was i really so stupid ? or ? silly? i am confused myself.. sometime really makes me feel tat i really had enough of this fuck shity life of mys' but i still make a effort to walk on and carry on .. but wat does it really means? once and again.. ppl distrust me, betray me , hurt me to e deepless darkness of my route . why ? why i cant jus lead a simple life of my's i jus wanna a life which i can be happy everyday and not losing days and days of sleep .. and getting e saddness.. should i call this sickness of my's todays a mirserable and something tat really makes a person lose e heart of being happy ..? hais.. i really dun know wat actually i can do anymore .. sometime i really felt so lost .. lost of everything like e speech or things i am going to do . hais.. why does others always has wat they wanted it .. but my's always turn out to be a stupid and silly ones at e end .. hais.. days and days . i am really trying to walk on strong but is really getting more and more hard for myself .. one after another .. who can i really trust now ? who can i really talk to now ? nv once ppl will treasure me actually .. ppl jus take me for granted izzit? i really dun know .. why should i always helped u all when u all really in needs but when i am really in needs .. where is everyone ? having fun outside? i am greedy ? i dun think so . i didnt once ask for anything for return .. but why ppl always like to return me all those things tat will make me lost and sad at e end .. really feeling like i am giving up soon .. really .. hais.. airport .. was a nice view over there but i dun think i will be able to have a chance to celebrate any christmas with e person i most wanted after all. wat does god really make me in this life for? am i really tat lowdown ? izzit tat i doesnt have any pride in myself? i am really confused.. :( life to me now is really ENOUGH!!

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Didnt catch any sleep today .. :) but i was still very happy wit it cause it was a meaningful day again... hahas.. when back to camp and left my house at 0545 in e morning .. hahas.. boarded e usual 969 bus to tampines . sians .. hahas.. den aftertat when to board 29 at tampines back to camp.. so damn sleepy .. hahas.. but didnt fall asleep at all. was looking around at e beautiful things from e bus .. hahas.. founded out actually they are many things tat is so nice den making myself living in darkness . so silly . hahas.. anyway back to camp.. reaches camp around 730 . hahas. when to canteen to have my breakfast .. hahas.. was so hungry .. :) after eating .. guess wat i am going to do . haas.. i when straight back to bunk to sleeeeep.. hahas.. sleep till around 2 plus den wake up .. was being scolded by alot of ppl . hahas.. cause i when back to camp jus to sleep .. hahas.. but anyway.. ORDING soon whos care ,.. hahas.. den waited for around 4 plus den when to bath and changed .. today was my first day going to work after 2 years of army lifes.. hahas.. back to civilian life .. hahas.. reaches workplace ard around 6 liao.. trying my best not to be late le.. hahas.. but in e end still late .. ehhs.. not i wan de .. one hour how to enough to rush to cityhall.. hahas.. but i tried and i almost make it and wasnt angry with e scolding by lulu.. hahahas.. next time will rmb to call her if i was going to be late . hahas.. but she still helped alot for me and my cousin . hahas.. todays was abit nervous la.. but actually it was so much fun to me .. everyones was so friendly which i didnt really expected it to be.. hahas.. afterall it was still a good exp for me .. as for my cousin .. he was so poor things.. hahas.. but he did learn alot rite? next time know wat to do le rite? hahas.. dun worry nobody will bully u when i arounds to assit u .. hahas.. even though i am going to be working at e bar but i will stil keep an eye at u de wors.. hahas.. :) when home after everything at around 12 plus but have to wait for him so taken e 0130 transport back to yishun .. hahas.. den i change and bath liao .. when to find yi kng .. is was so damn wu liao la.. when there for only 10 to 15 min den in e end i choose to go home again.. hahas.. so now i am at home liao. :) hahas.. sad case is that i am not sleeping again.. hahas.. kinna use to life liketat .. hahas.. anyway tml nights got to sent some stupid home . sians .. sure got alot of funny things will happen on e way de.. hahas.. :) after all thanks for e advise u given me . i am okay now . and i will go for my 100% moods wors.. ehhs.. i am going to watch my show now . so i will stop here .. nights everyones.. take care.. and one words of advise to u all .. only treasure those who treasure u .. :) dun stress up ur life .. jus lead life happily .. :) smile..

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My's Cosy Home! ;p

Does days of giving myself walking in darkness was really so stupid.. hahas.. now i am fine and looking forward of my life.. actually i learn alot and is time tat i work my future for myself and not for someone .. cause afterall is my life no point making out something for someone in e end i will only gets nothing from it rite? thanks alot to e ppl whos has given me so much support .. finally today i am going to tell u my mood level has risen to 80% . hahas.. so happy today .. when though today with so many meaningful things i had done . hahas.. whole day was helping my friend mother noodle store which i know actually simple life is so happy .. even though it looks so simple.. hahas.. but is so meaningful to make someone days from bad to a happy ones .. hahas.. wasnt easy but i did .. hahas.. tried my best to help .. hahas.. was so rusty cause has been 2 years since i last serve anyone . hahas.. or start working on stuff . hahas.. but after a while it was like i got my skill backs in a few more times .. didnt know tat i could help so much .. living life liketat turn out much more meaningful den slacking and making stupid and silly stuff and making a show tat makes ppl upset .. willingly to go all out .. and hopefully one fine day i could jus get wat i wanted in my life ahead.. hahas.. thanks alot to e ppl who created blogs for ppl to voice out things .. is so much and more useful. cause u no need to think whether to say anything to anyone or wat they will feel or think cause this is a place where u jus say out wat u really feel urself .. no need to think so much and felt freely to talk about anything . hahas.. things are bucking up for myself.. so i can once again gives out advise to ppl out there .. no matter wat u are going to face .. jus face it and dun run aways one fine day u will see ur solution which u are looking for in ur life aheads.. so smile ur days den rather spend ur days making urself sad or depress our stuff tat doesnt worth anything tat it is for urself . hahas.. sound logic mahs? if its doesnt tat means u haven reach e stages of life tat u really faces ur own problem yets. hahas. :) sound more positive finally rite? once again .. i have to thanks her also.. thanks for wat she has done ytd.. hahaas.. makes me know tat actually she is not worth anything by making herself looks so cheap. hahas.. ppl whos was there ytd sure know wat i really mean .. hahas.. why not jus open up and gives someone better .. hahas. den u will makes urself looks more cheaper den e market veg.. ahahahas.. nice ones rite? cant imagine i did say this.. haas.. is wat i felt afterall .. so happy really feel like laughing out louds .. hahas... han wat u told me was really rite.. haas.. i am so silly and stupid . but thanks to u .. tat i am able to says i did nothing so cheap to u be4 and i felt tat e one which is so childish is u .. grow up la.. go and take care ur life.. but too bad i think u spoil ur life too much tat no one really bothers much about u den i know tat actually i thought tat i was e one making myself a attentionseekers.. but i was wrong .. she is e attention seekers after all.. the show was really so nice tat no ones really bothers with it .. hahas.. wat i did tat day was really rights .. my brain are getting more and more stuff with all those positive stuff u all gave me sial.. thanks wors.. so u all also must rmb whatever u all needs jus let me know . i will try my best to help and i knw i could . cause i know ppl which worth treasuring will get wat they really wants in their life .. whichever ppl who dun know how to treasure their lifes they will only makes themself looks so cheap and stupid.. or should i says childish and a good actress.. haas.. agree guys?

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After wat i when though ytd was feeling so much better .. thanks alot for ytd show u have done .. thanks .. u make me feel tat u are so cheap to me .. ehs.. i dun really rmb i got know someone like this before.. making ppl all get into so much comfort and happy with wat u jus did ytd .. a big thanks to u.. u are jus making urself worse .. hahas.. sorry ah .. i jus can go by ur show .. hahas.. cause i am a bad actor.. hahas.. but now i am going to wrote out e truth is that i really feel tat she is so cheap . thanks alot.. Anyway fang thanks u alot wors.. hahas.. lucky u didnt go with me in e end or not u can see how cheap she is .. hahas. wooohooo.. i jus feel tat i should long letting it go .. hahas.. feeling so much better after ytd .. in life tat are more better ones ahead of me .. or rather should i get into this things and make myself looks stupid rite? hahas.. thanks guys.. for all e support and advise u all gave me .. thanks.. specially to yonghan, liang, keat, my cousins, weijie , gina, jenny. my sisters , ah girl , ah mei.. and also Oliver , vivian , louis , yikng , jinwen , joleen , jiande , joe , xiaoming, diand , HuiTing, jiayi , jiayin ,mandy , max , kangxin, peifen , Sally, yonghua and yupei.. and finally to .. Silvia FanG , GUWHY , BLUR STRAW, YONGLIANG .. thanks all .. hahas.. if i miss out some let me know ok ? sry for that den .. hahas.. finally wat u all have told me is rights.. hahas.. i should have seen it sooner .. afterall i am going on ahead .. more and more confidence den wat i am getting though with a burden with this cheapless person afterall.. which i dun really rmbing also.. hahas.. whos is tat shity person? jus cant rmb anyone which maybe cheap person like this cant stand a place in my life at all.. hahas.. so happy .. really thanks for all e advise.. !! :)

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What is love about ? awaiting of happiness with someone ? or going though e hardship with e one with u ? or e withstand of tolerance of each other ? days of awaiting is nv easy but wat has been e outcome of things ? days after days .. wat has really become has been gone .. the effort of living on has been gone .. how is life going to be ? pain of suffering on and on . hais.. willing to go on forwards because of things tat makes me returning of life. but wat does it really make a person worth e giving which u doesnt really need in return ? :( how many times does a person has to go though to find his happiness he really needs and wans? does it really become a good outcome or izzit a bad outcome ? nobody will understand this or should i say this is going to be gone for now and forever ? even if i were to try to continues and wait .. my life is all about u before u left .. but now u have left and how my life is going to go on ? hais.. being cant sleep every nights .. nights of suffering is so painful.. i wanna give up .. but i cant .. there so many ppl of treasuring of me toos.. so i have to walk on .. to when i dun know .. things has ended has to be ended .. so just let it be bahs.. times is gone .. i have to walk on alone. ! :(

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Ehhs.. todays nothing much happen .. ytd ate some sleepings pills and when to sleep and sleep till eleven this morning .. hahas.. :) bo bian mahs.. if nv take sure cant sleep de.. hais.. :( how long can i carry on liketat .. hais.. :( i really dun know.. hais.. in front nobody can see anything but inside i felt i am in a mess . real mess .. hais.. wo zhen de dun know how far can i go being liketat .. everyday is like so dark for me .. so messy and so lost mood of doing things lo. hais.. i wan to be happy .. but how to ? hais.. i really lost.. no mood to write no today .. sry .. next time bahs.. :( ..